Something.

Hey, Guys. Wanna share something here. Emm... english version yea?!? K, here I don't wanna spamming, posting which's useless, but I just wanna share. JUST wanna share. about... my new school here. first of all, I took a look of that majestic building school. I thought: This was a GREAT school with so much facilities there. one on my mind that time: "Ah, I'll feel cozy here. I'll... I'll... and I'll...." (till I lose an idea for saying something).

when I tread down my leg for the first time at this school, flowery. happy, all mixed into one. yes what would I do here, lalala. what was on my mind was not the same as reality. I was really shocked here. here is quite different, I can't evolve and adapt. I was so passive and could just look left-and-right. actually, was I comfortable or not here?

I started to live day by day in this school, try to deal with the existing. I had to be brave like my mother. she could, why I can't. Hmmmmm, only the family that made my spirit up. Doing a lotta exercises, and it all're not easy. I often didn't pass becuz my grades below average. I ever late. and I've been three times to get points violations, when in fact it's all unintentional. Now, I try to realize how much meaningful the times of my jhs. At the past, I was always chasing the high school soon, but once up on a footing of this land, really different. Clumsy, and awkward.

I know, regret's always in the end. I've to keep moving forward and shouldn't be discouraged. still many people there who're less fortunate than me. I should be grateful to got this school that many people say this was a great and fav school. I also grateful that I've bestfriends who always encourage me when I'm falling.

Always listen to love and grief...

Always there when I needed...

I think 'love' isn't so important, but most importantly is friendship in this teenager's life. I never get a relationship with a guy, and I don't really expect it. I'm proud of myself that these single. single doesn't mean no one likes it or not sold, it's exactly if: "I didn't wanna date right now. hopefully I'll be able to get a boyf once for the first and last." (Ah, so why discuss matters of love?!?!)

This just all I wanted to say. I'm sorry if the post are less pleasing to you, I just wanted to share it, nothing more, really. I have to go, a lot of things I can do here besides just fell in the fall. it says inside me, "STAND UP, Inno! STAND UP! You certainly can catch them! You can totally be the best! Show what you can, and make proud your parents, friends, and ofcourse your almamater, Al-Muslim."

ƪ(˘▿ ˘ )ʃ \(´▽`)/